It's been a while since I have wrote. We got married on June 5th and it was a beautiful wedding with some minor exceptions of hottness and a few sprinkles. I couldnt ask for anything more though. The honeymoon was unbelieveable too. Just georgous! We are coming upon our 2nd anniversary from when we met (Feb 7th) It gets me excited because its been a wonderful 2 yrs. Even with the disagreements (I still love ya Bill) LOL. It's all worth it....I have 2 classes I am taking this spring and then I will have my AA. I have a 90% in music appreciation and a 80% in math to society.The boys are getting BIG. They are loving there classes. They both are involved in sports and i am thankful that their dad is actually supportive about this. I watch their games and LOVE it. Nicky just got through with Basketball and did awesome! I have 2 smart and awesome children....i tell ya...I don't know how I lucked out with such a wonderful family and the only person I have to thank is GOD, my lord and savior. He's the one who has gotten me through all of this and gave me the strength to move forward. We having alot going on right now and we pray that everything goes well. We are trying to have a baby but are having some difficulties. I trust in god will make the right decision for us. We are also going to be looking for a new home this summer and hope that the house we have now sells with no problems. I also plan on starting my own daycare in the right home we choose. Preferrably a finished basement with a kitchen in the basement. I am super excited and am very anxious.

EDIT: I forgot, Bill got a big promotion as the quality and safety inspector at Hacap. His boss is the director. He's loving the job.....more mental stress but less physcial stress.

It's creeping by quickly. We still have quite a few things to do but the most important things are done. Reception is booked and confirmed with our pastor. I get my dress fitted in March and we are going to Minnesota in March to pick out bridesmaid dresses for my sisters. I just hope it's going to be a beautiful day out on June 5th. I suppose rain wouldn't kill but you know what I mean....Bill was looking at honeymoon places and if he gets enough back for taxes we are thinking about Belize which is right below Mexico (somewhere in that area) it has the beach, scooba diving, and the rainforest. I am sure it has alot more but it does sound wonderful. I'd be happy anywhere with a ocean view. It snowed alot last night and today and I don't feel comfortable driving on the roads so I called into work. I don't really know what else to say at this point. Oh, school starts on the 11th! I just hope I can pass with a C in elementary algebra. Maybe she'll give some extra credit??? Gosh I hate math!

I started school back in late August and I must say, I am so happy the semester is near the end. Intro to Astronomy's tests have been a pain in the ass and my poetry class seems to be overwhelming with lessons, short paper essays, and my research paper. I am happy to say I have 2 1/2 pages done of the research paper and am going to work on the short essay papers this weekend. I am getting a 85% in poetry right now and probably some where around a 80% in astronomy. I will have 2 more classes after this semester to complete my degree.

A couple of weeks ago Nicholas was being difficult with me saying things like "mom I hate you" I want to shoot you in the head and kill you. Come to find out, dad was letting him play shooting games on his PS3. Fortuneatly, he doesn't know what this means. I think he's just going through tough times every now and then. I am not sure if he is reacting this way because he is not spending enough time with his father or he doesn't like the rules and routines at our house. I know he loves me and I pray to god one day, he'll be back to his old self. Oh and my baby boy just had his 7th birthday! My oh my he is big! I think Nicky would rather be over grandma's all day then to be in school.

Logan seems to be taking everything pretty good for the most part. He seems to enjoy it here at home and I think Logan and Bill have a closer bond. All of the boys seem to joke around by playing fighting/playful games with eachother. Logan got the flu mist and H1N1 shot a couple of days ago and he seems to have a small fever of 99.5-100 today. He still really enjoys school and talks about his friends.

My work is so overwhelming right now. It seems as if we have alot of the behavior children in my classroom and children at very young ages like (mostly 3 yrs old of age) Some days I have been dreading to go to work because of all of the weight on my shoulders. I drove home the other night and I swear I was having an anxiety attack. My heart was racing and I couldn't breathe good. I needed to roll down the windows and take off my seatbelt. It was scary. I hope we can get things under control but the way it's looking, the children are not learning a dang thing except what to do wrong.

Black Friday is coming up and I hope Bill is ready to go shopping crazy with me. He has no clue....we'll see how he handles her. LMAO. I scheduled a Christmas portrait session at Jc Penneys next Friday so hopefully that will be good. Oh, and some accomplishments I made....I have $60.00 left on my discover card. Not bad starting off with $2700 4 months ago...After that I must start saving for the wedding reception which will cost approx. $2500.00 At least I have $500 put down for a deposit on it already. We got our last apartment finally painted up and we have a tenant starting December 1st so that's good! My gosh, if we have to go through a painting project like that again, I am going to flip! Look at the time! Time for some boogers to go to bed.